inspiration...

Today I have been flooded with emotions... dunno if I am just havin a day...
or if I am meant to reach someone today.
Maybe just time for me "wash my windows", soul search...
Maybe just life...

Kirk Franklin's "Tribe of Judah" Choir came on Ellen singing...

"Lately I've been going through some things that's really got me down
I need someone, somebody to come and help me turn my life around
I can't explain it I can't contain it , Jesus your love is so, it's so Amazing!
It gets me high, up to the sky, and when I think about your goodness
It makes me wanna Stomp!
makes me clap my hands! Makes me wanna dance! Stomp!
My brother can't you see, I've got the victory! Stomp!"

When I hear a choir it makes me feel so good...
Makes me wanna dance... I was sitting here in tears...
I have spent so much time thinkin of my friend who passed away.
Saddened by the void, and as always, wondering why?
We were not close friends, but had spent a fair bit of time talking online.

Life is so full...
Full of pain, full of expectations, full of disappointments.
Maybe sometimes we create some of those.
Maybe we even feed hem or make them worse, but nevertheless, they are real.
to us anyway... whether anyone else sees or feels them.
And who are we to judge what someone feels?

I was inspired and uplifted today!
Whatever you are dealing with,
Whatever you face, I hope you find what it is to help you deal...
Always know that there is someone out there going through something simular.
and even if they don't know how to communicate it...
There is certainly people out there who care!
peace
al